lost lovers

felt your touch of the base of my back

tingled it did, felt love from that

you danced free under the glittering moon

smoky city lights and cigarettes lit 

feet tapping against the pavements 

we were just soaked in it

i followed you down

and then back up again

twisted in your memory 

i cried a thousand times

will you go on being that way

did you want me to leave 

i wanted to stay 

as you close the door, feeling the rush leave

you behaved like it didnt matter

like it wasn’t meant to be

i watched from the window

crossing the street

the wind blew past you and everything changed

you are not you and i am not me

these are fleeting times

now only a distance memory 

will you go back there with me

in a time machine

i hoped it whispered something to you 

may it of opened you

i flew away and never looked back 

i miss you sometimes

and i am finally ok with that.

Published by Caz Cosmos

Hey reader. Thank you from my soul to yours for being as curious about my fears and thoughts, about life and its changes as I have been. I am thanking you now as you have chosen to read my perspective, hear my voice and for that I am grateful.

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